:: bits of me ::

moving!

2009-09-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

People,

I'm

M

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G

to

La Verdad

To those who has my blog,
feel free to update my link in your blog rolls =)
Don't worry, I will link up your blogs too =)

Till then,
cya~

OHAYOU!

2009-09-07T09:49:00.004+08:00

GOOD MORNING WORLD!

and yes I'm still a lil sleepy

and procrastinating a lil bit.

YAY!

This is what I like about holidays.

You can wake up late,

you have no worries of being late for your classes,

you don't have to walk down the hill to take a bus or a cab.

But this is not all.

Holidays are not meant to be wasted.

Hence,

I've spent last two days

at Penang Island

along with Joanna and my Aunt Bibi.

The trip was great.

Not perfect enough

as I wished there were some other people with us as well.

SO,

I decided to plan another Penang trip

which will be held at the end of this year.

Must go.

I miss their food already.

The scenery wasn't as fascinating as I expected,

but it's fine.

I enjoyed the wind

and the day+night out with Joanna.

Thanks to her,

I've had a REEEAALLLYY great day.

In and out.

Check out the photos of this trip

from her facebook!

They are awesome!!!

From the beginning till the end,

literally.

LOL.

Okie I don't know what to say.

But seriously,

my blog looks so .. DEAD.

I know I've mentioned this before,

but it DOES!

Sigh.

Should I change....

Maybe I should just get another blog

and leave this stranded. lol.

okie I'm blabbering.

I will be back.

:: p/s ::

Sorry i feel so irresponsible for my blog

especially not being able to update as frequently as I used to.

GAH.

updates (1)

2009-08-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm.

My blog has been dead since forever.
Oh yes I was pretty busy for all these whiles
especially these few weeks
as I had to practice my performance studies songs,
Route 66, Tell Me Something Good and Rock With You.

Sigh.
I love music as my life's mostly filled with it.
But, why do some people just love to make it the other way round?
It's hard to NOT to put pressure on myself, all because of this lecturer of mine.
And yes, most of us do respect him and fear for him too.
His way of teaching is simply.... unique.
Very unique.

Anyway,
let's not make my blog any emo-er.
Enough said.
The second I finished loading my blog, I feel bored and I couldn't stop... staring at the screen.
Sigh. bored. lifeless.
How lar like that.
There's simply no joy in every corner of this blog.
Wait, maybe there is.
Oh gah.
Anyway, I'll stop here.
Stress kills. Especially when exams are near. *IT'S FRIGGIN NEXT WEEK!*
Owh I'll blog about something sweet maybe next post or a few posts later.
Oh yeah, I love it just way it is now.
It can be a lil struggling at times, it could be.
But I think, understanding between each other is the most fundamental element in everything,
especially love.
I adore him.
=)
Oh finally!
There's a grin.
Heheheehehe.

Take great care peepz.
H1N1 is still roaming around.
Don't get H2N2 as well, Hantu.
XD

more than just smitten =)

2009-08-22T16:39:00.004+08:00

Hmmmm.

Well, the beginning of this kind of things are usually similar.

That's why people compare.

And I just hope the history won't repeat itself again.

You know.

I always felt comfy whenever he's around.

Despite the problems that we have now, and will be having later,

I like the way it is.

:: Listening to ::

1234567

Cheer

:: p/s ::

try listen to this song and check out its meaning.

Owh btw, it's a chinese song.

hahahaaha.

short-term memory loss

2009-08-20T08:20:00.003+08:00

Yeap.

I have it,

A severe case one.

Hahahahahaha.

Sigh.

If I didn't leave traces about what I've done yesterday, or before,

or... many other stuffs,

I would have put them all behind my back,

*snap* just like that.

One funny thing happened just morning was,

*laugh*

I was going to brush my teeth.

Guess what I did.

I opened the cover of my facial wash instead

and

I washed my face first.

I only realized it when I notice my toothbrush was in my right hand,

and the cream was on my left hand.

I @@-ed.

That's one of the outcomes when you have this

"short-term memory loss" thing.

Or maybe becuz I haven't rest well for the past few days.

Why oh why.

I need to be "SHARP"!

I look more than just HIDEOUS

2009-08-17T08:54:00.002+08:00

One difference between me and the high schoolers

that I found out after my very last haircut, which is yesterday, is,

some of them had to keep their hairstyle they least desired

due to the school rules. *pfft*

While me, a high school graduate get to have

any kind of hair designs that I want.

But,

this "privilege" has decided to ditch me for a while.

FML.

And..

I really do hope that my fringe will grow back fast

and I'm gonna trim my fringe again,

except this time, NEVER that saloon again.

Oh dear

2009-08-17T00:30:00.003+08:00

So it's actually normal

for

one being so contradicting.

And yeah....

Sometimes I wanna venture,

to explore all the many stuffs that is in this world;

and yet,

Sometimes, I just wanna settle down,

to live an ordinary life,

and

to be away from all those dramas.

Isn't love about the same?

Am I really feeling right about this?

Oh, there's one thing I'm sure about,

I'm changing again.

Mostly mentally and emotionally.

Say, I've learned some stuffs from things that had happened around me.

Say, I understand the situation I'm in, which is good, because I'm always blur about myself.

Say, I'm taking it slowly.

And, say, this may not be real, but I really like this feeling that I have now.

Oh dear.

I'm putting on a real smile on my face, again

2009-08-15T23:31:00.005+08:00

For the first time in this month,

or..

these two months,

I actually felt that I'm myself.

I'm home.

I'm living my life again.

Deep inside my heart,

I know that something was crying out loud,

something was yearning to be freed.

And today,

it finally broke through its boundaries.

Yes.

I feel like myself again.

Those days before today, were wasted.

Or... maybe, journey to find myself back?

All this, were done by myself, and it was enough.

Just myself, that I actually needed for all these whiles.

Say, Am I being ungrateful towards those who have helped me throughout my life?

Or maybe I'm just plain selfish.

Hahaaha.

No, not exactly.

I actually do feel glad that I've had them by my side no matter the ups and downs, not literally.

And, I actually feel irritated when one stick to me for too long. It's very suffocating. Really.

However, there are some friends that do understand about personal spaces that every individual needs.

Which I'm happy to have them as my friends.

As long as I know I'm not alone, I'm putting on real smile on my face.

I need my inspirations.

I need my personal space.

I need my life, my soul.

I'd really like to be the girl that I used to know especially the one from 4 years ago, INSIDE OUT.

:: Listening to ::

"For the Future"

Do As Infinity

:: p/s ::

Just watched "The Proposal"

and

it was AWESOME!

I've learned a lot.

Life. Love. Family. Friends. X)

durh.....

2009-08-15T17:04:00.004+08:00

One fine day..........

(While a girl was still in her sleep)

The phone rings, and she picks up the phone.

"Hello....?"

"Hello... you're still asleep?"

"Yes.."

"Why so late?"

"What do you want..?"

"No.. Just wanna have a chat with you."

"uhh...." *sigh*

WTF.

JUST HANG UP THE PHONE when someone tells you that he/she's still in his/her sleep.

Whatever that you have lead to, it's your own doing.

You can't blame the other person for being angry at you,

simply for DISTURBING his/her sleep.

WHY HAVEN'T YOU LEARN THAT YET?????????????????????????

HUH?????????????????????????????

You made this a public embarrassment yourself, not me.

"Overjoyed"

2009-08-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

Over time, I've been building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away

Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I've sought can never be mine

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you

"Deeper Conversation" by Yuna

2009-08-13T09:51:00.001+08:00

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
Id love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
Id love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
Id love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

Deeper Conversation
with me

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

2009-08-10T19:54:00.003+08:00

STOP BOTHER ABOUT MY AFFAIRS.

I'M LIVING MY LIFE NOW. AND OBVIOUSLY I'M BUSY.

I KNOW YOU HAVEN'T BEEN READING.

DON'T EVER CALL ME.

JUST DON'T.

YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME THE PRESSURE,

AND GUESS WHAT, YOU JUST DID.

I'LL TALK TO YOU WHEN I THINK I CAN.

YES I'M VERY TOUCHY NOWADAYS, SO STOP BUGGING ME.

P/S

If you don't know when to call, don't call.

Just blabbering (4)

2009-08-10T11:58:00.004+08:00

Tell me,

how do you feel

when you're falling in love,

or maybe

how do you feel

when you think you're falling in love?

It's been so long.

But now I've gotten another clue

about what's the feeling that I always

thought

that I've been searching for.

Yuna's songs are truly mesmerizing.

I think I'm in love with her voice

and of course, her songs.

Love listening to it

when I need to chill,

especially during the night,

when I'm alone at the balcony.

It's simply, fascinating.

Now I wonder,

if that person ever exists.

The one, who can give me

the sense of security,

the comfy feeling,

the one, who can keep me calm

whenever I feel like running away

from the things that could make me break down.

Back to work.

mmmm.

forever-changing

2009-08-09T12:37:00.000+08:00

Aaaah.
And I know I have to change *cough*evolve*cough* again.
I just have to.

From today onwards, I shall be
more than just me.
But I can't promise anything about
updating my blog. *Hah!*
Sigh, I simply have no extra time.
If u mean now,
Yes.
I woke up not long ago
and it's not illegal to blog
before I head out, right?

I don't know why.
But I like Sally's words.
She's a great girl.
She's same age as me,
and apparently she's more matured.
Hahaha no sigh.
I enjoy being a kid.
Still, she's a very fascinating person.
At least, to me, she is.
And, it's really cool to have met people like her
at a place like this, KLPac, aka KL Performing Arts Centre.
It's almost the Garden of Eden to me.
It's a getaway from all the other places, especially college,
where I get more and more stress by the day.
And I just realized, it's almost the same as last year,
the time when I had emotional problems,
except this time is even more serious, but I'm still holding on.
This time I'm alone, not exactly, but it's better this way.
*friends, sowwie for this one, but this is meant to be settled by myself*
I have to grow up...
But I love the fact that I have great friends.

======================================================
A big SHOUT-OUT to Grace, only if she's reading this :

GRACE!!!!!!!! DADDY!!!!!!!!!!! I'll miss you a lot a lot a lot a lot.
You must come back as soon as possible!!!!
You will have to come back.
I miss classes with you laar...
hahahaahahaha...
Hmmm.
Well, I wish you all the best in everything no matter where you are
and do take great care of yourself.
Bon voyage!!
And miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you.
X)
======================================================

And Yes.
I love my friends. Teehee.

:: p/s ::
Yes I'm always changing.
And it's for the better.
But it's frustrating
when I have no clue about
what was actually going on in my life.
Le sigh.
Oh, and I sigh a lot nowadays.
Why..........

Just ranting (5)

2009-08-04T09:18:00.005+08:00

Hate it
when people not "trying to" but
actually
sabotaging my life.
The last time I checked,
THIS is MY life.
Since when you people have the rights to control on whatever I am doing now?
Hmm?
Since you're so free to have fun with other people's business,
why don't you go ________ yourselves.
*Kindly fill in the blanks with your magnificent imagination*

Sigh.
Fmylife indeed. =.=

:: p/s ::

And if you think it's fun to tease me

when I'm obviously not in the mood,

NO IT"S NOT FUNNY.

moodless

2009-08-03T23:18:00.001+08:00

Sigh.

Maybe I've done too many bad things from the past of my lives.

Now THIS is what I get.

Crazy people do crazy things. Crazy things happen to crazy people.

Not saying that I'm not crazy.

But whatever.

I'm so numb.

I've become so numb... *start singing this, people*

And, the more I get myself involved into certain things,

away from the other things that I SHOULD really pay attention to,

the more I neglect the latter ones.

Yes I shouldn't have put THAT as my priority,

but seriously, think, in my way,

Shouldn't I??

Everything is so mixed up.

EVERYTHING is in this week.

What's more better than this.

Hmm..?

Fine.
Challenges.
Imma deal with it.
But. not gonna be good........

Just ranting (4)

2009-07-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

His songs,

*Au Privave, Route 66, 10 Blues licks, and oh, I have to transcribe Billie Jean*

not exactly his,

but those songs that he wanted me and my classmates to play,

ARE INSANE!

OHMYGAWD I just can't understand how people can play them out.

Yeah I know. 1 word, right?

PRACTICE!

That's what Big E said too.

Sigh,

Imma die. shiiiiiiiiiiiiii neeeeeeeeeeeeee. GAH!!!

Am I going to stuck in front of that piano forever.

Don't kill me please.....

I'm dying already.

Just blabbering (3)

2009-07-27T10:30:00.004+08:00

Some people have the ability of

making other people believing that

they're inferior to the others and

they are absolutely in no position

to differ of what the others have said.

For once in your life,

you'll learn that you're just a puppet or a toy.

As you've embraced the facts,

you'll embrace the darkness

of human minds.

That's when you've changed, even evolved.

And that's when the angel falls.

When the others find out, it's simply too late.

They can never catch up with what you've been through.

"Man of the Hour" by Pearl Jam

2009-07-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

I somehow got emotional

while listening to this.

Being emo rocks.

I love my job

2009-07-25T17:15:00.002+08:00

I love my job

I'm tired.

Inspiration, anyone? Please???

Why???????

Okie I'm getting twisted now.

Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

Hmmm.

Need to have parts of Tim Burton in my soul now, for temporary.

I still love Johnny Depp!!!

Thanks

2009-07-24T17:04:00.001+08:00

過分顧慮別人對你的想法是危險的；信靠上帝的必得安寧。箴廿九25

Thanks Pastor Yap.

I needed it.

But I guess I've lost it in my mind.

However, I think it's not really that important anymore.

Doesn't really matter to anyone else either.

Kindly back off, please.

Need to say anymore?

Thanks for those who supported me.

You guys are the best.

this and that(1)

2009-07-23T01:03:00.001+08:00

As what people say,
especially to the performers or the centre of the attention,

Please do get used to the "eyes-on-me" already.

It still gives me the creep.
Almost every time.

:: note to myself ::
The expression. *facial*
The groove.
The improvisation.
and
The timing.
mmmmm...

:: p/s ::
Yay! The Big E was exceptionally friendly!
I hope this last longer than I thought.
Or even better, FOREVER.
XD *pfft*
I must give my best effort, that is.
mmmmm...

(freaked)out and (calm)down

2009-07-16T21:23:00.005+08:00

I wasn't given much choices.

In fact,

there was only one choice,

I have to perform by next Friday for my Friday Performance.

*noted, my course just commenced on monday, which is 3 days ago*

Well, I wasn't as strong as I thought I would be at first.

I freaked out, "How could it be so soon?? It's NEXT WEEK!"

That was what I thought to myself for the first few minutes.

Thanks to my friend, I calmed myself down

and managed to clear my mind with the things that I should do.

I've found most of my band members. One thing I'm still not sure about is my guitarist.

Hope my college mate, Misagh will be able to do it. X)

The song was none other than

"Shadowfeet" by Brooke Fraser

Peeps can refer this to have a listen X)

The more I think of this song,

the more I feel calm inside,

and the more I feel secured and understand that

this is one of the challenges that GOD has given to me

and GOD knows that I'll be able to do it, with his greatness.

People who have read the lyrics, should be able to understand

and actually feel what I felt earlier. Peace and somehow, motivated. Hahaha.

I have the vision of faith. LOL.

Yeah faith.

"When the world has fallen out, from under me,

I'll be found in you, still standing.

When the sky rolls up and mountains, fall on their knees,

when time and space are through,

I'll be found in you."

Have to be positive to face whatever problem that you many encounter.

Let the game come to you and be brave.

not fussing(2)

2009-07-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

I felt much more better after the hangout yesterday,
most probably because of the lunch. X)
I like that diner. It's pretty nice.
The shopping was okay, as most of the shops were very limited to wholesale only.
Went to Times Square later and the stuffs were similar because the clothes were from those shops that I have just went earlier. LOL.
Went off after the dinner at Vivo, it's been a while since the last time I've been to Vivo. Well, it's kinda cold there, but the design of the restaurant was pretty okay, spacious and the lighting was nice.

One thing I don't like about KL's transport system :
We all have to wait for THE bus, or THE train, for a looooong loooong time.
It's actually okay when you have company becuz you get to kill time faster while you were chatting and all that.
But when you're alone, 10 minutes felt like forever. Literally.
I really wanna know what happened to THE bus that I've waited for 1 hour and a half or even longer than that.
Geez!

Anyway,
I'm practising "Waltz" in C sharp minor Op.64 No.2
Haha. I've played that before but I'm feeling sooo rusty. lol.
Hope it'll be my classical piece for my piano lessons this semester.

And by the way,
the "Big E" is officially my performance studies lecturer for this semester as well.
Isn't that great.
Hohoho. This is so gonna be a great semester for me.

Note to myself :Have to work on my improvisation and my right-hand playing. Finally my comping's right! X)

I hope my private piano instructor stays the same.
Please please please please please....

sheesh

2009-07-15T10:03:00.003+08:00

You know what sucks?

Getting sick when your birthday's around the corner.

Nope I'm not planning anything for my coming birthday, mommy *Thanks for reading =)* might come up to celebrate with me. Hah.

Well, it's only a 19th birthday, means I'm going to be a 19-year-old homo sapien and mommy has raised me for the whole 19th years.

Friends, thanks for being my friend for sooooooo looooong...

Sorry for saying this earlier, I feel like poop now.

Probably the heat. Literally.

The weather has got into me I guess.

=.=

What I can do for now is to

DRINK LOTS OF WATER.

I know.

I've been a water tank for like what, two days.

Still, I have to drink like another gallon of water.

Oh, my new semester has started, and it started well enough. Haha.

Hope it'll be a pleasant new semester for me!

*thinking of performance studies...gaahhhh.....*

Yeah it will it will.

*continue hypnotizing myself*

Take great care peeps!

I love you GOD

I love you JESUS

I love you EARTH

I love you MY FAMILY

I love you MY FRIENDS

TING

2009-07-15T00:34:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the "disappearance".
hah.
Not really. I wasn't really away.
I check my blog at times, I check out my friends' blogs at all times (whenever I'm online),
and surprisingly cutting down the time I online. Nice right nice right??

Anyway,
I'm on facebook, but I rarely leave any of my footprints there (except for the games that I was playing, Typing Maniac, Biotronic, and apparently the real "missing" Bejeweled and also Bejeweled Blitz because they always update my profile whenever I'm playing any of these games).

Ah well.
What happened all these while, hmm?
Not much I'd say. ahahahaha. yeah smack me all you want.
I have been quite unproductive these days.
Only, if you count shopping as productive in daily lives, I did. X)

Before registration day at college, days have been... pretty boring, and a big fan of time killing, which is I, have wasted a few days of my life, in that week. Hahahaha. Okie pathetic I know.
After the registration on the day itself, I went to Mid Valley to meet up with my beloved chummy, Emily, since it's been a reeeeeaallyyyyyy long while. We did some window-shopping at Mid Valley for a while and eventually decided to go to Times Square instead to get some REAL shopping. Simply because things at Times Square are unsurprisingly affordable and quality wise, the things are pretty okay. Yeah when I say it's "okay", it IS okay. What, I got my new bag and a new dress from there, it deserves some miserable compliments. Whatever. lol.

The shopping was great, we went to almost every shop that we passed by and Emily got a pair of sneakers *I hope she still likes it, it's pretty nice actually..* and a checkered top! Which I like! lol. Yeah, and it looks really nice on her, well, it WILL. Hahahaha. It's very nice.

*skip the unhappy event part*

We went back to Mid Valley, with the fastest way at that time, the RapidKL train and a RapidKL bus. Yeah yeah a RapidKL fan I am, I am.
There was a funny incident, me and emily were the silliest of the night.
While we were getting on our way up to the RapidKL train by the escalator, the train was already there and the door was about to close. Well, I instinctually told Emily to run faster and we might actually be able to get on that train.
I KNOW, silly. Every next train comes like 3-5 minutes after the previous one.
Still, we ran.
Guess who got on the train?
Even better, guess who decided to be the silly one?
Yeah me.
I left Emily there at the KL central.
Before I left, we both looked at each other, and I quickly told her I will be waiting for her at the station.
Geez. So. smart. I. Know.
However, everything after that was back to normal, finally. lol.

After we arrived Mid Valley, we went to meet up ~~the mostest evillest person I've ever seen~~ Emily's cousin, my friend, Alvin, aka Nivl. LOL. We basically went shopping again, except not buying anything lar. ahahahaha. We went to Topman, Topshop and oh, Famous Amos. The cookies' scent simply got me mesmerized. Okie a lil exaggerated. LOL. But it smells great, still great. That's why it's famous. lol. Me and Emily's legs were at the precipice of officially becoming jelly-ish, almost almost. Somehow, we managed to get to a Taiwanese diner to have Emily+Alvin=tea, me=tea+lu rou fan. Woots. The .. pork rice.. lol. taste REALLY nice. Maybe I was just feeling hungry, but it was REALLY nice and cheap. ahahaha. Chit-chat a lil bit and it was time to part. Okay. Hmmm. I'm not really sure the next time I will be meeting Emily,

and behold,

<-- Me, Emily -->

but...........
I hope it's soon and some of us should really get together now.
PEOPLE who are reading this, you know who you are, time to meet up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
August, August, okay??
Sigh I hope I can make it.
LOL.

And Yes.
Nana!!!!!!!!!!
I miss you already lar. Though it's been like 2 weeks already.
Sigh.
The last outing with you was fun and interesting.
The grilled dory and OH! THE SATAY!! Omegawsh delicious and I'm starting to drool....
You know, sometimes when we haven't meet each other for weeks, it's good.
We have soooooo sooooo many things to say.
And the food. *Thank GOD we're such food people, HAH*
Yes we must really plan one day out for food hunting. LOL.
But, the thing is,
August........ which I'm not even sure when exactly I will be back.
Can't blame me for uncertainty but the college. HAHAHAHA. So convenient.

Sigh.
Okay. This will be my last .. update for this post. lol. Yeah for this post.

Ta~

THE GIRLY SURVEY. lol.

2009-07-07T23:50:00.004+08:00

Hair

What Shampoo brand do you use?
Pantene for the moment..

What Conditioner do you use?
Dove~ me lovey~

Do you use a flat-iron daily?
no....

What styling products do you use?
I don't style my hair.. teehee..

Do you prefer your hair to be up or down?

Hmm... I like it down. but there are times i prefer it to be up cuz the weather was simply too hot.

Is your hair long or short?
It's still kinda short. I'm trying to let it grow longer.. though I trim it every 2 months.. =.=

Do you dye your hair?
nope.... not since last april.

Do you use the same color,
it was once... and I don't dye my hair so.. nope.

How often do you dye your hair?
once..?

Face:

Do you wear make-up?
Yeap, eye-liner, mascara and lil eye shadow.

What brand of foundation do you wear?
teehee i don't......

What brand of Mascara?
Maybelline - Cat eye

Do you wear eyeshadow?
at times.. depends on my mood and my clothing style. ahaha..

What brand?
no idea. not mine. ahahahahaha....

What color blush do you wear?
I rarely wear blush... hmm.. cuz mine's pretty pink. LOL. not really..

What brand?

as above....

Lip stick or lip gloss?

Hmm... i'd prefer lip gloss.

If the answer is gloss, what flavor?

strawberry is nice....

What kind of cleanser do you use?
Nivea facial wash

and some eye make-up remover from my aunt, from the Bodyshop i think.

Do you use the Biore pore strips?
once or twice.

Nails:

Are your nails natural or fake?
natural

Long or short?
can't have it long. It's really uncomfortable for me while I play the piano or even typing...

What color do you normally paint your nails?
i like the glossy types.. the transparent one.. and the light pink.

Do you get manicures often?
Not often... about once a month? maybe less than that? LOL.

What about pedicures?
as above.

Do you paint your toenails?
I like it natural.. or natural color. X)

What color?
light pink maybe?

Clothes:

What is your normal style?
I'm pretty casual.. tees and jeans and that's it. and occasionally i do wear dresses. lol.

What is your favorite brand of clothes?

I like Topman, u noe .. to look...*some r expensive..=.=*, Forever21, Nichii, Kitschen.

Where do you normally shop for clothes?

Ikano Power centre+The Curve, Sungei Wang, Times Square, Pavilion, MidValley

Do you like to dress up, or are you more casual?

I'm casual most of the time.... and I do like dressing up myself too. teehee.

Do you wear a belt with all of your pants?
nope not all. not shorts. lol. but most of them..

Do you like flared leg pants?
no... i'll fold'em up. LOL.

Do you wear shorts in the summer?
not only summer. plus, it's always summer in Malaysia lar doink. LOL.

How about tank tops?
They're okay to me...

How many pairs of jeans do you own?

3 or 4.. not sure about it..

Shoes:

How many pairs of shoes do you have?

1 pair of sandals, 1 pair of flip-flops, 3 baby flats, 2 pairs of wedges, 1 pair of .. sports shoe-like shoe, lol.

Would you wear a pair of shoes that hurt your feet
I'd take some precautions. lol. sometimes i need to wear those shoes lar.

Are you a flip-flop lover?
I love casual stuffs~

What about stilletos?
I can try..? lol.

What size shoe do you wear?
mostly 5

Do you own a lot of dressy shoes?
nawh... not really dressy... they're pretty casual to me.

Do you own any Mary-Janes?
no... lol.

Accessories:

What is your favorite accessory?

my necklaces and my ring and my bangle and my .. hairbands. gah.

Do you have a lot of jewelry?
hahahaha not really...

How many pairs of sunglasses do you own?
I now have 2. =.=

Don't you just love the big sunglasses?
I do! and I wear them like all the time, *when there's sun outside durh*

Do you wear earrings daily?
I didn't pierce my ears.. teehee.

What about necklaces?
I love them! have many of them.. ahahaha.. okie not really many lar..

Rings?
one or 2.

Bracelets?

I don't have one....

How many watches do you own?
2~

Do you wear a watch daily?
used to. LOL.

How many purses do you have?

hmmm.. 3? Aiyo I don't follow trend sangat.. XD

Do you switch purses often?
depends on my mood and my clothings. X)

Does your wallet have to match your purse?
no. they don't have to. ahahahaha..

Are your purses the huge ones, or are they smaller?

they're pretty medium-sized.

Unmentionables:

Do you buy the frilly, girly underwear, or plain cotton ones?
plain ones. lol.

How do you feel about thongs?
Hahahahaa they're SEXAY. They're okay to me. why?

Does your bra HAVE to match your undies?
sometimes..

How many bras do you have?

about 5...

How many pairs of panties do you own?

do you actually count'em..? lol.

What about socks, how many pairs?
Hmm.... about 3? It's too warm to wear socks nowadays...

Do you wear different colored socks, or do you prefer plain white?
depends which shoes i'm wearing durh.

:: Tagging ::

Audrey

Emily

Yinwen

Joey

Nana

and

Anyone who wants to do it, grab it!

Peaceful night

2009-07-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

It's raining outside,
not too strong, not too light.
As I was listening to some music inside,
I thought to myself,
what's more to desire than a night like this?
Nothing was there other than the peacefulness and the serenity.
My mind is at ease, for the moment.

:: Listening to ::
"Pitter-pat"
by
Erin McCarley

利用论

2009-07-06T00:05:00.003+08:00

有些人
为了达到某个目的，
不惜利用了一些人。

究竟
是为了自己，还是为了别人，
我们都不知道。
我们需要知道整个事件的来龙去脉
才能够下定论。

有时侯
我们虽然还没有真正的了解整个事件，(是不是/有没有被别人利用）
可是，在我们的心里，
已经开始自己判定了结果。
就算后来事情不是像心里那样想，（有––>没有）
我们还是已经有那个想法了。（有/没有被别人利用,尤其是有）
究竟那个想法是如何，
只有我们自己才知道。
如果我们不那么想，我们以后可能都会傻傻地被别人利用。

可是
就是有些人
知道自己被别人利用了，却还是任人利用。
这样虽然很傻，他们可能觉得就算他们有拒绝，
还是改变不了后来的情形，
抑或如果他们拒绝了，他们以后可能会被利用者排斥，
最后沦落到自己当独行狭。也有一些沦落得更惨的“隐形人”。
不是每个人都喜欢落单，偶尔独处的时候，使自己看起来更寂寞。
有些人就是为了不会落到这种下场，才会选择被利用。
其实，从某个角度上来看，被利用的人，其实也都在利用“利用者”。

这样，真的好吗？
利用或者被利用，都是人之常情。
可以避免，可是要衡量一切还有想到后果，才能避免这个“悲剧”。
我不否认，我曾经也有利用过别人。
可是，我利用人的原因都很简单，至少我不会伤害别人。
多数时候，我只是要别人来陪我，因为我不喜欢寂寞的感觉。
也有些时候，我的想法很乱，只希望别人能够帮我解决我所烦恼的事情。

说到寂寞，

说真的，我不知道从什么时候开始，渐渐地讨厌单人行。

以前的我，可能在家和自己玩习惯了（其实都有父母哥哥疼，哈哈哈，可是有很多时候我是一个人的），所以不管在外面做什么，我都比较喜欢一个人做。

可能因为这样，所以我不是很喜欢和别人分享我的东西，尤其是我的想法。

可能因为这样，所以我很孤僻。

自己觉得很孤僻，可是我周围的人，都觉得我很自立（哥哥看到这个应该会笑到流泪）。

也可能因为这样，我很喜欢自己一个人，也很重视我独处的时间。

可是，不知道从什么时候开始，我开始害怕一个人，而且总希望旁边都有人陪。

很奇怪，以前不喜欢有别人在我身旁陪伴着我，现在希望有人陪，可是没有人。

虽然不讨厌，可是心里失落的感觉，让我觉得很难受。

不过，我也真的很喜欢独处的时候。

因为，只有在这个时候，我能静静地想事情。

尤其当有音乐陪伴着我，让我觉得独处是一种享受。

你们呢？有没有利用过别人的经验？
可以的话，分享看看吧～

unedited

2009-07-03T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'm so........worn out.

Walked for almost the whole day.

Woke up around 7.50am to edit the song (I didn't go for the jog... T___T)

that I've composed for Beatrice.

Okay, I admit, the song was...hmm.

The musicality was simply messy.

I know I could've done better, much more better than that.

Because, the more I listen to it, the more I think it's incomplete.

Not even close to complete.

I'm sorry~~~~~

I promise, I'll edit it until I think it's really fine.

Hahahahahaa...

:: note to myself ::

"Joy-bringer"

Anyway, I've had a really great day.

The happiest day in my semester break, which is going to end.

Ughh don't even get me started, I'm reluctant to go back....

I enjoyed the window shopping today, and I really walked a lot,

including bringing breakfast+lunch to my brother, Ben.

I really enjoyed walking, except for the wind which was a lil strong

and the sun.

It's simply too hot.

You know, after all this walk, I felt that I've basically walked through Mid Valley.

Till around 2.30pm, Beatrice and I met up and went to meet up Joey at her place

and we walked to Kluang Mall together.

Yeah.. walk walk walk.

After meeting up QiaoYing and Daniel, we reminisced for a bit and headed to the cinema, for

"Ice Age 3"!!!

The movie was great. Hilarious, interesting and entertaining.

You wouldn't even feel bored about it, if you're such a fan of animation movies.

Then, it's the my favorite part of the whole outing, besides talking and reminiscing.

We went to take really cute pictures!

I've forgotten what is it called, but it's some photos you take with friends, and you'll give really nice poses, and you can even decorate the photos with all the little cute pictures.

It was a really fun experience although the photos were taken very briefly, also when we were decorating the photos.

I'm really glad we've taken some pictures as our precious memories, before I leave for KL for my new semester.

Gaaah.

I've never felt this nostalgic before.

Maybe the time flew by too fast.

It's like.. I've only REALLY lived for a day and that's it.

Okie I know I know. I'm blabbering.

I just want to write out what have I done for today.

Hmmm.

A really memorable day, before I leave my hometown..

morning

2009-07-02T09:26:00.004+08:00

It feels good to be awake
in the morning.
I feel so alive and energetic now
in spite of not sleeping well last night
due to the heat and the mozzie.
They were and still are certainly annoying.
I can't even remember how many times I was awake throughout the night.

Anyway,
I feel like going for a jog.
Jogging around my house and
playing Feeder's songs in my head.
Thanks Mom for recommending me this.
I love their songs
although they're quite similar to Coldplay, to me.

The weather's right. The temperature's right.
But soon, it'll no longer be as perfect as now.

:: Listening to ::
Morning life
by
Feeder

:: update ::

The jog was nice.

Will be jogging tomorrow,

only earlier.

I need a better pair of earphones

so it won't drop when I jog.

Okieee. house chores before the hangout tonight. X)

THE SARCASTIC SURVEY FOR MEANIES ROFL

2009-07-01T23:18:00.007+08:00

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute.
YR: Really?? Well you're looking at the cutest one! *grin*

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome:
YR: Have you looked into the mirror yet? Here, take a good look of yourself.

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: Hahaha coolness. Hey, can you get everything what I want since you're so rich and famous? You'll be able to do it, right?

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: Then I should have heard about you from Guinness Records. Are you in there??

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: Wow Bruneian. Really? You know I'm a friend of the Sultan and we can arrange a performance show at his palace. You're so on the list. X)

If an annoying pretty woman says:
1) I know you like me.
YR: Hahaha I'm not gay.

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: Who cares if you're interested. I bet nobody's interested in you either.

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: Har har. Thanks for the compliment and you're nobody's type too.

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: Well even if I'm not, nobody would want to get a ride with you either.

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: Hahaahha really?? Why don't you try do it now?

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: Hahaha. Nice try.

2) May I have your cell phone? please please please?
YR: Oooh you're so poor that you want other's cellphone?

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: Owh I've already had plans and I don't see why should I hangout with you.

4) What do you like about me?
YR: If you're less annoying as you are now, that'll probably be something I might like about you. But wait, that's so impossible.

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: Oh I'm really bad at telling lies.

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: Hi slut.

2) You smell like shit!
YR: Are you sure that it's not you?

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR: You don't have to be better than me to be so hateable you know.

4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: Seriously, you need a mirror.

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: Oh really? what kind of race? I'll consider about it. You know my schedule's pretty tight.

If your annoying ex says:
1) I still love you...
YR: Thanks, but I don't.

2) I know you still love me!
YR: You have hearing problems.

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: No I do not want to go back to hell. Once's the limit.

4) Please call me...
YR: I'd rather call your parents because you're simply moronic now.

5) The break up hurt me so much..
YR: Go seek a doctor, I can't heal you.

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: Gee thanks! Bye.

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've Changed!
YR: You mean, you're even more uglier before this?

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: Thanks, but no. I don't need it.

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: Really, for the last time, thanks and no, I effin don't need it. Have a nice life.

:: p/s ::

Balqis's answer is GOOOOOD.

ahahahahaha.

And this is the best I can do. lol.
You want the meanie me?
Find me, in the morning.

me ❤ summer

2009-07-01T17:53:00.007+08:00

Despite being so lethargic for absolutely no reason at all,

I've seen some things that can make me feel so vibrant.

Hahaha. okay. Energetic's the word all right.

Most importantly, the wind and the sunshine. ooooh. I just love summer too much!

The CUTEST PUPPY!!

Hmm.

Now I'm wondering what's its name.

Max? Hero?

Hiro??

Hiro Nakamura??

I don't know,

let the puppy decide itself.

Hahahaha..

OH YES SUMMER IS HERE.

oh wait.

It has always been HERE all along.

Okie I'll zip it.

"Walk The Dinosaur" from Ice Age 3!!

2009-06-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahaah so adorable can.

I wanna catch this movie!!

EEEEEEKK!!

Totally excited.

teeheee.

Hmmm. Dreams.

2009-06-30T11:58:00.004+08:00

Just morning,

I had another dream again.

Well, i'd call it creepy.

Weird, Disturbing in a way..

There were a lot going on in my dream

but I can only remember this scene vividly.

It was the time where every students go home(the morning session ones)

and the usual place where the students would wait for their parents to pick them up.

I've graduated from high school for almost two years *almost*, and yet I dreamed about my high school, especially at the canteen, which I don't usually go unless during recess.

My mother was somewhere in my school, I didn't know where she was but she was certainly nearby.

Now, something creepy happened.

I saw my father was waiting at the canteen with his motorcycle, and he didn't look quite well to me.

As I was approaching him, he collapsed, in front of me.

I was so terrified that I ran towards him and asked what happened.

Hah. Don't ask me why I asked that question.

Hmm.

Apparently, he fainted because he didn't have meal for some days.

I know I'm silly that I actually dreamed this because my dad would never starve himself like that.

So, I asked my father to sit and wait as I went to get some food from the canteen.

As usual, I pick the food without looking the price and waited for the cashier.

The total amount came up to RM42, for about 6 things.

Uhm, hello.

It's a high school canteen and I only picked about 6 things and they cost RM42???

Okay it's only a dream. LOL.

And you know what, I quarreled with the cashier, and they replaced the cashier with another person and again and again.

Once, the amount came up to RM71.

LOL. I know, It's just a DREAM.

In the end, I paid for the noodles and a bread and ciao with about Rm7 I guess.

Then, I brought the noodles to my father quickly and he seemed better after eating the noodles.

And the dream ended.

When I woke up from my dream, I just feel so confused and was trying to figure out what do my dreams mean..

So I went online to find some dreams interpretation website

because the dream was.. kinda disturbing and I wanted to know what that means.

Well, it shows that,

Fainting

To see a family member faint in your dream, signifies that you will hear some indiscreet activities from that person.

Father
To see your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father and how aspects of his character may be incorporated within yourself.

And then I found out, the benefits of remembering dreams.

Why should you remember your dreams?

1. Your dreaming mind has access to vital information that is not readily available to you when you are awake. Your dreams may reveal your secret desires and subconscious feelings.

2. In remembering your dreams, you will gain increased knowledge, self-awareness and self-healing. Dreams are an extension of how you perceive yourself. They can be a source of inspiration, wisdom, joy and overall improved psychological health.

3. Learning to recall your dreams may help you become a more assertive person. By remembering your dreams, you are expressing and confronting your feelings.

4. Dreams can help guide you through difficult decisions, relationship issues, health concerns, career questions or any life struggle you may be experiencing.

5. Remembering your dreams can help you come to terms with stressful aspects of your lives.

Now I'm wondering if it's a bless that most of the times I could remember my dreams.

Well, although they can only last for a few hours if I keep pondering on them.

I don't really want to forget certain dreams and that's why I decided to leave them here.

Hmmm. Dreams.

Gone too soon.

2009-06-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

"Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon"

R.I.P MJ..

2009-06-26T11:39:00.003+08:00

I was shocked and stunned

when I've heard the news.

Well who wasn't?

Woke up not long ago

and

I was checking my facebook,

saw everyone's status

and I just can't help wondering why were they so sad.

I mean, many of them at the same time??

And then I realized,

MJ has passed away.

It's just too sudden, nobody'd have expected it.

Although I wasn't a huge fan of his,

his songs are still an influence to me.

Whether it's upbeat, rockin' or even slow,

I love his songs.

Moonwalker, you're not alone,

you rock my world,

and I'll rock with you.

So, BEAT IT!

You'll ROCK ON!!

Rest in Peace, MJ..

:: p/s ::

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and

this

摘红毛丹记

2009-06-25T18:04:00.008+08:00

从刚刚到现在，

我都在我家的庭院里摘红毛丹。

呵呵呵

说实在的，

还蛮爽的，

毕竟是自家种的嘛。。

我家的红毛丹超多，

摘几轮都摘不完啊。。

有些真的太高了。。

就算爬到二楼的阳台都摘不到=.=

但是在照片里的红毛丹（地上）其实还蛮少的，

因为我的人很矮，

摘得不是很高。

就算有工具协助，我都摘不到，

应该说我技术不到家吧。

哈哈哈。

不过，

令我摘红毛丹摘得很爽的另一个原因就是

黄昏。

我最喜欢黄昏了。

总觉得，一天里面，

最美的时段就是黄昏了。

就算阳光临到我的脸上，我的皮肤，

我都不觉得讨厌，

反而觉得很舒服。。

好了。

废话够多了。

啊哈哈哈哈。

继续摘红毛丹去～～

:: p/s ::

不知道是不是只有我的家‘才会这样。

我发现我家的红毛丹多数都有很多很多蚂蚁在果皮上，

果然是因为我家的红毛丹太甜了吗？？

哈哈哈哈

所以，每次摘了红毛丹之后，

我都会一颗一颗的检查，把红毛丹的果轻轻地丢在地上。

而且，每次我轻轻地丢的时候，都有蚂蚁会跑出来耶。

真的很像在变魔术噢！！哈哈哈

So, I'm a hesitant after all

2009-06-25T09:38:00.002+08:00

You know,
what people say about
being a straightforward or a hesitant,
Hmm now i'm wondering.

So, if you're a straightforward person,
so you'll probably give the answer like straightaway, right?
Oh wait, probably? Or definitely?

And, what if you're a hesitant,
you'll think about "to be or not to be", "to do or not to do", "to say or not to say" and all those stupid things. You know what i'm talking about.
And, does that make you a coward now, too??
Being the otherwise makes you brave, then?

Now, I'm thinking about being brave and with brains.
Okie I have one brain with two parts. I think.
LOL.
What lah me... =.=

:: p/s ::
And,
Laziness does kills inspiration.
So, just get started with it
and put down whatever that you're doing now.
Oh, think about the consequences too.
Hahahaha. moron. =.=
And shut up, Momiji.
Stop mimicking the ambulance's siren. =.=

I miss you, Harry

2009-06-23T21:38:00.004+08:00

They say,

that feelings can travel through the air.

I didn't think it was possible,

or maybe it's just me.

My mom and I were watching

"Marley & Me"

for the second time earlier

while we were having our dinner.

We didn't finish the movie last time

so I decided to continue the movie.

And,

while the climax was approaching,

I can already feel the atmosphere around us was changing.

Both of us felt sad,

and we sobbed

when we saw Marley grew older by the day.

And that reminded me of Harry,

my Harry...

I miss him so so much.

He's like a brother to me.

About a year ago,

he ran away from home

and never came back.

The same his brother, Sephiroth did,

a couple of years ago.

I really miss my Harry...

Life is like playing solitaire

2009-06-23T15:56:00.005+08:00

In the passage of life,

the time

decides the distance between us.

We can be so far apart

where you're so front ahead

while

I'm so far behind

we're somewhere nearby each other.

One of us

either slows down

or speeds up

to diminish the distance between us.

As we grow up,

the distance between us

has been multiplied

and we'll never know

when will we be on the same dot again.

The time never stops,

so we have to adjust ourselves to it.

While having this simple thought

in your mind,

do you feel lonely, already?

You know,

solitude never really left us

although we have so many people around us.

Life is like playing solitaire,

except we have hints

or even guidance from other people.

Still,

we have to play it alone.

Just like how you live your life.

"寂寞光年" by 刘力扬

2009-06-22T22:08:00.003+08:00

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光变成了雨滴?
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

:: p/s ::

love this song.....

2009-06-22T14:29:00.005+08:00

Almost couldn't believe it.

About two hours ago,

I was picking up the rambutan fruits

*mm yum*

which my brother, Ben, plucked from the rambutan tree

in my house garden.

The weather was surprisingly cool

even though the sun beams hit on the ground

and my skin.

The wind was blowing gently

and I almost thought I was in Turkey again.

The sun is strong but the wind is cool,

everything is just right and comforting.

About an hour ago,

my grandpa came to my place

to take the old clock to maybe his place,

or some other places to fix it.

Very very old clock..

till my grandpa had to come to my place

almost daily to fix it. LOL.

When my grandpa left, I locked up the gate and looked up

at the tree.

The wind, again, was blowing soooo gently

and it was absolutely cooling.

Oh my.

I love the weather.

Totally.

:: p/s ::

I want to find those pictures

from my Turkey trip 05.

Been searching for it for days.

Hmmph.

Gaarrhh......

2009-06-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

When can I finally

spend the time with nature?

Being in the nature simply soothes my heart

and absolutely relaxing.

Speaking of trips to other places?

The trip yesterday was nothing.

The photos were taken without any pleasure.

People who love to take pictures would understand how I feel.

Imagine you have only approximately one minute of time

to take pictures at a certain place.

Unless you're such an expert of taking good pictures,

do not even try to differ.

Everything was in such a hurry,

or maybe their heart beating rate is twice as fast

as anybody else?

Or maybe I'm just SLOW.

But, sight-seeing is supposed to be relaxed

and need not pay attention to the time

because we were simply relaxing ourselves, right??

However, when we NEEDED to be quick,

we simply DIDN'T.

Oh how funny.

How contradictious these people can be.

And YES, I AM ranting here.

Whatever.

Don't even get me started

to rant in reality,

you'll find me irritating and annoying.

For now,

I just want to be alone,

being in a field, like the picture above,

having wind blowing onto my face and skins,

and enjoying what the nature brings.

Is it so hard

to give what I want?

Never mind.

It's definitely out of my reach.

I know my limits.

You think I don't?

Just because I'm a kid?

No.

Just because I can never be up to your expectations.

I'm not that stupid.

:: p/s ::

I've uploaded the pictures

to my facebook.

Anyone interested can have a look

there.

gotta figure it out...

2009-06-16T23:34:00.004+08:00

I miss walking in the streets

at night.

I miss wandering around

at night

even though when I know it's dangerous

out there.

I miss looking up at the skies

and

all I could see was the stars,

the street lights,

and the darken sky.

And yet,

I'm sitting here.

I have never missed

staying at home.

Simply because I did,

most of the time of my life.

I can only imagine

the feeling of yearning to be at home,

and the so-called warmth from home.

Simply because I have never really been out there,

to taste the coldness from the strangers,

to feel the helplessness.

Yes I'm so loved.

I'm glad that I'm loved.

I appreciate being loved.

But,

I'll appreciate even more

if I actually have tried enduring the feeling of being

OUT

of my home.

You've tried to warn me

about being in the "wilderness".

It's unfair that YOU actually wanted

to make my life easier.

You can do otherwise

but please give me some guidance.

What's wrong with

trying to know more about life?

Age is never a matter.

It depends on when you decide to do so.

:: p/s ::

I miss the piano..

I need to express my feelings more

there.

Blabbering...(2)

2009-06-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

"I don't know what to choose........"

"Toss the coin."

Hah. If life could be that simple.
Oh wait, we're actually trying to simplify it.
Why make it complicated when it can actually be solved
with just one simple move?

人体十大最佳黄金时间表

2009-06-16T00:03:00.001+08:00

人体十大最佳黄金时间表

⒈刷牙的最佳时间 饭后3分钟是漱口、刷牙的最佳时间。因为这时，口腔的细菌开始分解食物残渣，其产生的酸性物质易腐蚀、溶解牙釉质，使牙齿受到损害。

⒉饮茶的最佳时间 饮茶养生的最佳时间是用餐1小时后。不少人喜欢饭后马上饮热茶，这是很不科学的。因为茶叶中的鞣酸可与食物中的铁结合成不溶性的铁盐，干扰人体对铁的吸收，时间一长可诱发贫血。

⒊喝牛奶的最佳时间 因牛奶含有丰富的钙，中老年人睡觉前饮用，可补偿夜间血钙的低落状态而保护骨骼。同时，牛奶有催眠作用。

⒋吃水果的最佳时间 吃水果的最佳时间是饭前1小时。因为水果属生食，吃生食后再吃熟食，体内白细胞就不会增多，有利于保护人体免疫系统。

⒌晒太阳的最佳时间 上午8时至10时和下午4时至7时，是晒太阳养生的最佳时间。此时日光以有益的紫外线A光束为主，可使人体产生维生素D，从而增强人体免疫系统的抗痨和防止骨质疏松的能力，并减少动脉硬化的发病率。

⒍美容的最佳时间 皮肤的新陈代谢在24点至次日凌晨6点最为旺盛，因此晚上睡前使用化妆品进行美容护肤效果最佳，能起到促进新陈代谢和保护皮肤健康的功效。

⒎散步的最佳时间 饭后45分钟至60分钟，以每小时4.8公里的速度散步20分钟，热量消耗最大，最有利于减肥。如果在饭后两小时后再散步，效果会更好。

⒏洗澡的最佳时间 每天晚上睡觉前来一个温水浴(35℃～45℃)，能使全身的肌肉、关节松弛，血液循环加快，帮助你安然入睡。

9.睡眠的最佳时间 午睡最好从13点开始，这时人体感觉已下降，很容易入睡。晚上则以22点至23点上床为佳，因为人的深睡时间在24点至次日凌晨3点，而人在睡后一个半小时即进入深睡状态。

10.锻炼的最佳时间 傍晚锻炼最为有益。原因是：人类的体力发挥或身体的适应能力，均以下午或接近黄昏时分为最佳。此时，人的味觉、视觉、听觉等感觉最敏感，全身协调能力最强，尤其是心律与血压都较平稳，最适宜锻炼。

"Love Save The Empty" by Erin McCarley

2009-06-12T12:23:00.010+08:00

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Little girls don't know how to be sweet girls

Mama didn't teach me

Little boys, don't know how to treat little girls

Daddy didn't show me.

Face down, on top of your bed oh why

Did I give it up to you?

Is this how I shoot myself up high

Just high enough to get through?

Again, the false affection.

Again, we break down inside.

Love save the empty.

Love save the empty,

And save me.

Sad boy, you stare up at the sky

When no one's looking back at you.

You wear your every last disguise

You're flying, then you fall through

Again, the false attention

Again, you're breaking inside

Chorus

Love save the empty

Save me

Love save the empty

Stars feel like knives

They tell us why we're fighting

Storm, wait outside

Oh, love, hold us together

Chorus

Love, save the empty

Save me

And save me

Love~~~
save the empty.......

Me lovey.

:: info ::
Got this song from the movie
"He's just not that into you"
and this song just moves me.
Love the tunes
love the arrangement
love her voice.
=)

and gah,

i can't move that video to the centre... =.=

I’m p A r A n O | d

2009-06-09T12:12:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahahahahaaha

NivL you're right.

I can listen to

"Paranoid"

over and over again.

All day!!

Gosh

So in love with that song.

Just blabbering (2)

2009-06-08T10:21:00.005+08:00

Say, I'm feeling confused lately.

And I don't know why.

Feelin numb and have absolutely no clue

on what I was thinking.

There's something I should do,

but I'm procrastinating, unintentionally.

Hahaha. You may ask why and how,

guess you'd have to feel that yourself.

Hmm. yeah.

Well, let's put it this way.

When you've got something you wanted,

you actually felt different about it.

It's as if that "something"

isn't what you wanted from the beginning.

The thing is,

you feel different

when you're desiring about something,

and

getting that "something".

Hmm. Why?

Sleep walk

2009-06-06T12:01:00.005+08:00

Have you ever

sleep walked?

Well,

I did.

Just morning.

*though not as cute as the pic above*

Woke up by a call,

had to deliver my Kingston to my aunt.

*it's a thumb drive kay*

So,

I just walked out from my house

half awake,

literally sleep while I was walking.

LOL.

And yes I know when to stop

where there'll be cars.

I'm not that .. er... careless?

Anyway,

I've finished my task

and chit-chatted by the road side. LOL.

Yes.

And... we ciao-ed.

Gosh.

Must be the air-cond.

I slept for sooooooo long man.

And

I'm having my Mr. Farmer chocolate milk now.

*giggle*

:: p/s ::

somebody help me

to tweak a lil bit of

my blog layout

puhleeeeseeeee.

It is weird now.

hmmph.

*might update later,

cya~*

"Paranoid" by Jonas Brothers

2009-06-05T22:28:00.001+08:00

Not really a fan of Jonas Brothers.

But this is interesting.

teeheee.

HAPPIEEEEEE!!!!

2009-06-05T20:12:00.005+08:00

H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kekekekekeke........

Simple because I've found my long lost love.

yeah I love this very very much.

Was upset every single time I pass by that corner.

Until today...............

I AM

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!

GAHAHAHAHAAH!!!

Yesh!

IT IS THE MILK!!

IT IS THEEEE MILK.

And it's not JUST milk!

It's my favorite brand of

CHOCOLATE MILK!!!!!!

How could I be so blind.

Not seeing it lying in that corner for so long.

Oh my gosh!!

Anyway,

Since I've found it.

I shall indulge it~~~~~~~~~

gahahahahahaa.....

Pain.

2009-06-05T14:59:00.004+08:00

They finally hit me again.

After such a long time.

Gastric

and

pimples.

=.=

I woke up from pain today.

So nice.

Anyway,

hope this evening will

make me feel better.

The sequel, to the previous

2009-06-04T20:10:00.001+08:00

:: update ::
These photos are the updates
for the previous post.
Lazy to re-edit so.. decided to have
a new post.
ahahahahaa..
Some looks fake.. I know. sigh..
Need to improve on the technique,
which I'm obviously not good at.
kekekeeke.
And this phone...
Hmmmm........

I'm revived, in a way X)

2009-06-04T19:33:00.001+08:00

< --- me, Kemi --- >

with funny faces.

ahahaahahahahahaha.....

still wondering if I should put

this picture

my facebook's profile picture....

One of my favorite corners

Say, Kemi was about to pounce on me.

NOT.

lol.

She was busy moving

and I

just got this shot!

:: today ::

So this is what I've been doing

for

today!

Did a few house chores,

berated Kemi for not coming into my house,

did some tasks from dad,

took some pictures

and had a lil fun with my new darling.

Moi new mobile.

huhuhu..

:: update ::

I've changed my facebook's

profile picture. =)

The sunbeams, the wind, the evening

2009-06-03T16:37:00.001+08:00

:: Listening to ::

"Time to Pretend"

MGMT

Twilight Sequel : New Moon

2009-06-02T18:00:00.004+08:00

*Ignore the screaming from the audience.*

And..............

OMG~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TWILIGHT SEQUEL IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20 NOV 2009

CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT.

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: p/s ::

Jake is hot.

Jacob Black.

aaaah~~~

*swooned*

gah.....

2009-06-02T14:24:00.003+08:00

Many nights without air-cond

many nights without sufficient rest.

It all ended last night.

I slept at 1am

and woke up around 4am

because of hotness and cannot continue my sleep.

Till I turned on the air-cond.

sowwie.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

*yawn*

World Environment Day

2009-06-01T15:56:00.006+08:00

Hey peeps

*grin*

And yes,

on every 5th of June,

there'll be a certain event going on.

And guess what.

It's

World Environment Day!!!

This year's theme

for World Environment Day,

aka WED

"Your Planet Needs You!

UNite to Combat Climate Change"

Each year on this designated day,

the UNAA seeks to focus world attention on the environment,

and in particular,

on positive programs that work towards protecting or restoring

the world's natural heritage.

The UNAA actively promotes World Environment Day

Through the United Nations Association of Australia World Environment Day Awards.

2009 marks the 10th Anniversary of these important Awards,

which began in 2000 to mark Australia

hosting World Environment Day in Adelaide.

So,

what can we do?

Just like any other world-conscious events,

we're supposed to do something eco-friendly.

And how do we do that??

Click HERE

for the aid of your curiosity.

Gahahahaahah.

Well I'm kinda ashamed to say

that I failed to accomplish

that mission of not turning on anything

during the Earth Hour,

and you can read this if you wanna know why..

Yeah sad. shame shame.

So, I wanna do something about it.

For instance,

I can

* turn the lights off when I'm not using it.

* use the fan instead of the air-cond, and off it when I'm not using it.

* Not letting the tap water run, when I'm not using it, again.

* And as above, I'm using my grandpa's method to wash dishes.

* I really don't feel so bad about wasting water anymore*

*and money*

Ahahahahaha..

Shaddap.

* Refuse plastic bags from the hypermarkets, supermarkets, grocery stores.......

And the list can go on.

Becuz I know that's too few of things I can actually do

for our Mother Earth.

Think of our next generations,

SAVE THE EARTH!!!

~~*Save the cheerleader, Save the world*~~

LOL

And it's 4 days from now.

Spread the word~~~

*If you're actually reading this*

*WOOT~~*

• • • – – – • • •

grin

2009-05-31T21:01:00.001+08:00

For me,

the most romantic moment,

is to be with him,

throughout the scariest moments,

where they are scary to me.

For instance, being helpless in the streets,

nobody would lend you their hands,

being in the dark places.

I cannot really keep myself calmed

when I’m feeling uncomfortable with the surroundings.

Hence, the most romantic moment,

is when he provides me the sense of security.

While I was on my way back to my hometown,

The sky was really dark, it was around 7:50pm.

The only light besides the car’s lights that I can see,

was only the lightning.

As some of you know,

lightning and thunder are among my fears.

I cannot really deny the fact that I still fear for them

even though I thought I have overcome it.

But when I’m not alone, I’m not really THAT scared.

*Till the state that I can only stare at the skies and not moving a bit.*

And for now, I’m with my mom and my aunt Yvonne.

While I was looking into the dark sky, I was somehow fascinated

by the beauty of lightning.

I don’t know why.

It’s weird.

But I feel different, as I should feel afraid.

Instead, I feel awed.

And just kept looking at the lightning.

Every time it appears, my heart seemed to skip one beat.

hah. A lil exaggerating I know.

Anyway, it’s something similar to what I’ve felt earlier.

However, I’ve actually realized something.

Nobody ever gave me the sense of security, before.

And I’m still waiting.

Call me lazy or whatever you want,

I’m not searching for anything for now.

I’m just waiting for the moment.

When I’ve given GOD my problems and desires,

waiting is not what I can only do,

but to pursue, too.

Anyhow, I’m just waiting.

*grin*. That’s enough for today.

:: was listening to ::

"The Fear You Won't Fall"

Joshua Radin ft. Priscilla Ahn

summer • orange

2009-05-30T17:05:00.004+08:00

Summer has came,

so is the orange............

Hmm

I wonder why.

Summer reminds me of

the orange!

Yeah the fruit, orange.

Maybe because of the color.

Orange resembles

the color of the sun a lot,

well, at least, to me.

And it has been one of my favorite colors

since I don't know when.

Hahahaahaha.

Orange gives me the energy,

especially BRIGHT orange.

It represents "POSITIVITY", instead of Red,

which represents "VIBRANT".

And it seems that

it's a must-eat fruit since young

because it provides Vitamin Cs and blah blah blah.

I like it when it's sweet.

Well, most of the people love it sweet, right??

Unless you want to have extremely twisted face

every time you bite on this fruit.

Hahahaha that'd be funny.

Especially, like this

Okie enough crap.

And back to my packing

and my sour orange.

:: p/s ::

Yes I love summer,

days AND nights of the sunniest season.

Me lovey.

*grin*

random thoughts (4)

2009-05-30T03:36:00.002+08:00

Lying

on the sofa.

The cushions are so comfy

till I thought I was being hugged

comfortably,

*cough* by a person *cough*

by them.

hmmmmm.......

Sigh

2009-05-29T22:59:00.004+08:00

Life wasn't hard on me.

It was on other people,

who are around me.

But it is going to be difficult,

and I'm the least affected.

And yet, I feel so cornered.

Helpless,

and I noticed my tears were dropping.

*Should I change...........*

JUST ranting (3)

2009-05-28T23:57:00.006+08:00

Life's gonna be hard.

Say, it's gonna be.... not easier than what I'm going through.

:: Listening To ::

Time to Pretend

MGMT

a thought

2009-05-28T18:42:00.005+08:00

Somethings I'm reminded

of things

by other things.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

I was talking nonsense.

Yeahhh....

and I just got back from swimming.

I simply remember

my favorite things

And then I don't feel

so bad.

Pomplamoose craze~~

2009-05-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

<---- Jack Conte, Nataly Dawn ---->

"Beat The Horse"

"Centrifuge"

"A Happy Song"

"My Favorite Things"

"Leslie"

I love them all.

*weee~~~~~~~*

"Twice As Nice" by Pomplamoose

2009-05-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

I like this video!!

I loveeeeeeee the song!!

cute band name

ahahahahahahahaha...

shou cute.

shou lovely.

shou addictive.

pamplemousse = grapefruit

And I love grapes!!

This is what exams do to me

2009-05-27T09:42:00.009+08:00

I agreed with what my Aunt Bibi said.

I've became weaker.

Physically.

My shoulders are stiff. *I need massage!!*

I feel dizzy at times, especially recently.

I have swollen eyes.

I have breathing difficulties.

I had insomnia for nights.

It's difficult for me to sleep

even though I made myself really tired before I sleep.

I AM tired now......

and

Thank GOD for giving me holidays.

For the whole June.

WOOTS.

:: update ::

after some walking at the malls,

I feel much more better.

But my shoulders are still stiff and

I'm still tired.

But I'm better!

:: p/s ::

Happy Birthday NivL.

tanjyobi omedetou.

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag.

Joyeux anniversaire.

Selamat Hari Jadi.

Seng yee Chu ka hae yo.

Sang yat fai lok.

And you're welcome.

Tagged by NivL

2009-05-26T15:56:00.005+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
hmmm... my neck...and my ears i guess. ahahahahahahah...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
hmmm....tired and didn't feel like waking up at all. insomnia hit me again..

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
with Karina, we were playing photo booth.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
hmmm. well, since the day i was given birth. hehehehe..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Well, if there's anyone who needs it more than me, I know i should.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
arhh...... ah well.. good friends a lot. lol. But I remember I had one before. way back into early secondary school years.

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
I agree with nivl, that "someone" will die eventually. so... doesn't matter.

8. What does your last text message say ?
can't remember. ahahahahaaha... never bother to remember laa.

9. What are you thinking right now ?
the list of things that I'm gonna do this semester break. gah.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Which someone? X)

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
around 1. But I couldn't sleep...but i slept eventually and.. for a short while oni.. =.=

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
PDI concept store or somewhere there. hehehehe..

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
surprisingly no.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
uhh.....hmmm....lemme check. Okie, Leong. my uncle. ahahahaha..

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

*nivl, you tagged those tat i wanted to tag worh...don't care XD*
Audrey

Emily

Joey

Yinwen

Nanana

Feeling
Qiz
Neena
Lily
Timothy
Karina

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
ME!! XD

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
definitely female. lol.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Well.... if they're not together-together, but together cuz of same interest, i think it'd be great. hehehe.

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Hmm omg i'm sorrie!! Err.. it's something to do with engineering at TP, sg.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Mostly days ago, some weeks ago.

20.Is no.4 single ?
Well... she is ... NOT. she's with me as well. ahahahaha... *clears throat*

21. Say something about no.2 .
Emily is someone who clicked with me. hehehee.. she's interesting, sometimes emo, diligent, caring, cares about her family. She's going to the states soon... T____T oh btw she's studying at INTI Nilai..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Errr..........plain weird. lol. They don't even know each other....Even so, it's weird.. ahahaha..

23. Describe no.9 .
From the last time I saw her, she's cheerful, determined, responsible for what she's doing, a good leader. X)

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
You mean physically or verbally? Hmmm... I'll stop them both first. Discuss is better than fight.

25. Do you like 8 ?
Haahaha... why not? She's great. and loud. ahahahahaa..

Enjoy~~

:: p/s ::

btw, I've done this somewhere before..

hmm...

ugh

2009-05-26T13:49:00.001+08:00

Imma faint.

I'm tired.

I'm frustrated.

I'm just a lil devastated.

I'm on-pilot.

Ignore me if I crap.

Tuesday morning..

2009-05-26T08:49:00.001+08:00

Tuesday Morning

Michelle Branch

I remember stormy weather

The way the sky looks when it's cold

And you were with me

Content with walking

So unaware of the world

Please don't drive me home tonight

'Cause I dont wanna feel alone

Please don't drive me home tonight

'Cause I don't wanna go

Tuesday morning

In the dark

I was finding out

Who you are

I took your picture

While you were sleeping

And then I paced around the room

If I had known then

That these things happen

Would they have happened with you?

Please don't drive me home tonight

'Cause I dont wanna feel alone

Please don't drive me home tonight

'Cause I don't wanna go

Tuesday morning

In the dark

I was finding out

Who I was

And if you turned around to see me and I was gone

You should have looked outside your window

'Cause the sun was coming up

The sun was coming up

Please don't drive me home tonight

'Cause I dont wanna feel alone

Tuesday morning

In the dark

We were finding out

Who we are

Tuesday morning

In the dark

We were finding out

Who we are

moral

2009-05-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

okie okie.

stop it.

stop it........................

*clears throat*

(I had on-off stomach cramps)

(pls do not misunderstand this... =.=)

moral..

more urrghhhhhhhhh...

Just ranting (2)

2009-05-24T14:17:00.004+08:00

You have a long way

to heaven

and

you might go through hell

before you get to your "Elysium".

A lot a lot of obstacles, alluring things

will distract you

from what you should be doing.

It's all about

having a strong will.

Who says

you can't be doing things with rapture?

It's difficult especially when you're

studying,working,having your nerve cracking.

Nonetheless,

there WILL always be heaven

after all of these fun suckers.

Rock on.

random

2009-05-23T16:53:00.011+08:00

Tell me why,

oh why am I so happy?

Tell me why?

oh why it's taking such a long time?

Tell me why?

I'd never want to hear you say "blah blah blah blah"

Screw it, I'm so friggin happay~

Okay back to study.

*HOT!!!!!!!!!!*

I've found my watch X)

Same day

I'm tired

and I need a lot a lot of massage.

and I hate it when I'm nervous,

I get on and off stomach cramps.

grrrrr.

I want to laugh. but all I can do is.. grin for less than a sec. screw.

When Hiromi Uehara meets Chick Corea...

2009-05-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

Was procrastinating

and

saw this.

Okie okie okie.

Don't piak me so fast.

LOL.

It's exciting.

though I can't play like them.

lol.

Enjoy~~

música•mi

2009-05-22T15:55:00.004+08:00

Play

your music

like you're telling a story.

It doesn't matter if it makes any sense,

or not.

At least,

you know that what you were playing,

came from your heart.

"......and those keys, and musics that you can make,

is infinite.

And that,

I can liveby."

---- "The Legend of 1900"

Falling Slowly

2009-05-22T14:40:00.003+08:00

Glen Hansard's version

Kris Allen's version

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Hmmm....

I'm not really a big fan of American Idols series.

I don't even watch them often, even when they're like the hottest competition in the world right now.

But somehow,

there's this one song that have moved me.

It was originally Glen Hansard's song,

and both versions melted my heart.

I like this song.

no.

I love this song.

at Old Town

2009-05-21T22:11:00.004+08:00

So I am sitting on this seat.

Everything didn't seem familiar.

okay, there are some things that are familiar.

Darn you brain.

Why did you keep showing me those ancient memories?

:: Listening to ::

Falling Slowly

Kris Allen

aaah, so heart-melting.

Imma be

2009-05-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

Imma be Imma be

Imma Imma Imma Be

Imma be Imma be

Imma Imma Imma Be

Imma be Imma be

Imma Imma Imma Be

Imma be be be be

Imma Imma be

:: listening to ::

B.E.P. 's

"Imma be"

ALL NIGHT!!!

昨晚又失眠了

2009-05-20T09:06:00.008+08:00

昨晚

又

失眠了。

前天失眠是由于天气的关系。

然而昨晚，

竟然是压力。。

压力真的是可以杀死我很多细胞。

真的很讨厌压力。

考试快快结束吧。。

我想回家，

睡觉。

19 May 2009

2009-05-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

这几天的消化不良

再加上

昨天失眠，

今天真的是不想早起身，

想赖多点床。

和平常一样，

我十点多才醒来。

醒了之后，也没有马上开始做我的功课。

而是在沙发上神游，听歌，

开了所要看的网页，才开始做我的功课。

失眠不是我的罪，

昨天实在太热了，

让我真的是睡不着。

翻来覆去地，已经早上四，五点了。

明天，交了我的assignments之后，

希望可以好好休息。

可是，下个星期一就是期终考了。

又到了这个时候了啊。。。

又需要连夜温习，

而且是不太喜欢的科目。

天呐。

假期怎么不快点来。

我想要真正的休息啊。

温暖的归属

2009-05-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

我有很想得到的东西

描绘在内心的东西

拥抱我的双亲

可以回去的家

大家可以尽情欢笑的地方

不会被大家抛弃的自己

温暖的归属

温馨的一群人

原来真的存在

－－魔法水果篮（13）

I'm sane.....?

2009-05-18T00:19:00.001+08:00

I'm sane I'm sane I'm sane I'm sane I'm sane

I'm not nervous I'm not nervous I'm not nervous

I'm sane I'm sane I'm sane I'm sane I'm sane

*deep breathe*

breathe in....... breathe out......

how la.

going crazy... for a minute

2009-05-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

Somehow,

it is driving me crazy.

No, wait,

there are two things that are driving me crazy.

The assignment's deadline,

and certain thoughts.

It's been 6 months, I can do this.

ANGELS & DEMONS

2009-05-16T21:08:00.008+08:00

ANGELS & DEMONS

YES....... OHHHHH YESSSS.....

I've finally watched

"Angels & Demons"!!!!!!!!

It's been a really long time since the last movie I've watched (in the cinema),

lemme think,

hmmm.. yeah quite long time ago.

ahahahahahaha....

Anyways,

this movie is by far,

one of the greatest movies that I've ever seen.

I'm a chick-flick person, sometimes horror,

and

movies like needs a lot of thinking(of the stories going on)

aren't quite to my liking.

However,

I've watched "The Da Vinci Code" last year

and it intrigued me a lot

and I was so looking forward of the movie,

"Angels & Demons".

And it didn't disappoint me, like totally!!

Oh my.

I can watch the second time, the third time

and it keeps going on.

lol.

okie I'm not that crazy,

but now you can see how interesting is this movie, right?

Right????

Oh and of course,

Ayelet Zurer, starred as Vittoria Vetra, one of the scientists in the movie,

She resembled Anne Hathaway, somehow. ahahahaha..

but still, she's drop-dead GORGEOUS!

Tom Hanks looked better in this movie,

his hairstyle definitely improved.

Hahaahaha...

And, at last,

EWAN MCGREGOR!!!!!!

he's ohmygawdsoeffinghawt!!!!!

His acting is meticulous and superb!!

He totally convinced me from the beginning,

although I was kinda suspicious at some points.

Mm hmm..

Still!!!!!!

He's hawt!!!

okie.

enough.

I'll shall calm down.

I will, by any means,

will get this movie in my hand.

*evil laugh*

Tata~~

Ganbatte

2009-05-15T14:49:00.004+08:00

So I've pulled it through for about 6 months.
Why not another 6 months?
I can do this.
No questions asked.
=)

Same day

Those people who took away the tree in front of my house,

might have just taken my dream away.

So, the existence of you in that dream, may no longer be there.

Never again.

But, that means there could be a few of other possibilities

of the things that are going to happen in the future.

I, somehow, believe so.

Same day

I sometimes feel that I'm watching myself, as from a third person's perspective.

What on earth am i thinking.

Numb arh?

=.=

The evening

2009-05-14T22:44:00.001+08:00

I've always loved the evening,

well,

most of the evenings where it doesn't rain

or look all gloomy

but

looking colorful and pleasant

just like the picture above.

Despite the annoyance - my dog,

Momiji,

ugh,

don't even wanna talk about it.

I am absolutely irritated.

Anyways,

I was doing my MIDI assignment outside

at my garden during the evening.

Aaah, how lovely.

And I was busy playing with the acoustic guitar's sound.

So nice!

Romantic would be the word, actually.

I want more of these evenings

in my future.

Cuz I can get de-stressed.

kekekekee.

Okay, that's the thing I'm gonna do.

Bring my midi controller back

and play with the acoustic guitar sounds

aaaannnndd

the REAL acoustic guitar!!

wokie.

Enough crapping.

:: bits of me ::

moving!

OHAYOU!

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short-term memory loss

I look more than just HIDEOUS

Oh dear

I'm putting on a real smile on my face, again

durh.....

"Overjoyed"

"Deeper Conversation" by Yuna

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

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"Man of the Hour" by Pearl Jam

I love my job

Thanks

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sheesh

*TING*

THE GIRLY SURVEY. lol.

Peaceful night

利用论

unedited

morning

THE SARCASTIC SURVEY FOR MEANIES *ROFL*

me ❤ summer

"Walk The Dinosaur" from Ice Age 3!!

Hmmm. Dreams.

Gone too soon.

R.I.P MJ..

摘红毛丹记

So, I'm a hesitant after all

I miss you, Harry

Life is like playing solitaire

"寂寞光年" by 刘力扬

Gaarrhh......

gotta figure it out...

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"Love Save The Empty" by Erin McCarley

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"Paranoid" by Jonas Brothers

HAPPIEEEEEE!!!!

Pain.

The sequel, to the previous

I'm revived, in a way X)

The sunbeams, the wind, the evening

Twilight Sequel : New Moon

gah.....

World Environment Day

*grin*

summer • orange

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Pomplamoose craze~~

"Twice As Nice" by Pomplamoose

This is what exams do to me

Tagged by NivL

ugh

Tuesday morning..

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When Hiromi Uehara meets Chick Corea...

música•mi

Falling Slowly

at Old Town

TING

THE SARCASTIC SURVEY FOR MEANIES ROFL

grin