Oh dear

So it's actually normal

for

one being so contradicting.

And yeah....

Sometimes I wanna venture,

to explore all the many stuffs that is in this world;

and yet,

Sometimes, I just wanna settle down,

to live an ordinary life,

and

to be away from all those dramas.

Isn't love about the same?

Am I really feeling right about this?

Oh, there's one thing I'm sure about,

I'm changing again.

Mostly mentally and emotionally.

Say, I've learned some stuffs from things that had happened around me.

Say, I understand the situation I'm in, which is good, because I'm always blur about myself.

Say, I'm taking it slowly.

And, say, this may not be real, but I really like this feeling that I have now.

Oh dear.