I'm putting on a real smile on my face, again

For the first time in this month,

or..

these two months,

I actually felt that I'm myself.

I'm home.

I'm living my life again.

Deep inside my heart,

I know that something was crying out loud,

something was yearning to be freed.

And today,

it finally broke through its boundaries.

Yes.

I feel like myself again.

Those days before today, were wasted.

Or... maybe, journey to find myself back?

All this, were done by myself, and it was enough.

Just myself, that I actually needed for all these whiles.

Say, Am I being ungrateful towards those who have helped me throughout my life?

Or maybe I'm just plain selfish.

Hahaaha.

No, not exactly.

I actually do feel glad that I've had them by my side no matter the ups and downs, not literally.

And, I actually feel irritated when one stick to me for too long. It's very suffocating. Really.

However, there are some friends that do understand about personal spaces that every individual needs.

Which I'm happy to have them as my friends.

As long as I know I'm not alone, I'm putting on real smile on my face.

I need my inspirations.

I need my personal space.

I need my life, my soul.

I'd really like to be the girl that I used to know especially the one from 4 years ago, INSIDE OUT.

=)

:: Listening to ::

"For the Future"

by

Do As Infinity

:: p/s ::

Just watched "The Proposal"

and

it was AWESOME!

I've learned a lot.

Life. Love. Family. Friends. X)