Just blabbering (2)

Say, I'm feeling confused lately.

And I don't know why.

Feelin numb and have absolutely no clue

on what I was thinking.

There's something I should do,

but I'm procrastinating, unintentionally.

Hahaha. You may ask why and how,

guess you'd have to feel that yourself.

Hmm. yeah. 

Well, let's put it this way.

When you've got something you wanted,

you actually felt different about it.

It's as if that "something" 

isn't what you wanted from the beginning.

The thing is,

you feel different

when you're desiring about something,

and

getting that "something".

Hmm. Why?