gotta figure it out...

I miss walking in the streets

at night.

I miss wandering around

at night

even though when I know it's dangerous

out there.

I miss looking up at the skies

and

all I could see was the stars,

the street lights,

and the darken sky.

And yet,

I'm sitting here.

I have never missed

staying at home.

Simply because I did,

most of the time of my life.

I can only imagine

the feeling of yearning to be at home,

and the so-called warmth from home.

Simply because I have never really been out there,

to taste the coldness from the strangers,

to feel the helplessness.

Yes I'm so loved.

I'm glad that I'm loved.

I appreciate being loved.

But,

I'll appreciate even more

if I actually have tried enduring the feeling of being

OUT

of my home.

You've tried to warn me

about being in the "wilderness".

It's unfair that YOU actually wanted

to make my life easier.

You can do otherwise

but please give me some guidance.

What's wrong with

trying to know more about life?

Age is never a matter.

It depends on when you decide to do so.

:: p/s ::

I miss the piano..

I need to express my feelings more

there.